Tuesday, June 22, 2010
You know the guy i like.. Jason? Well couple of weeks ago i may have been a bit devo because i swear that all the negatives raped over me. Anyways the negatives that i kept thinking about was "What If he doesn't like me and I'm wasting my time?" that was the main negative that kept making me confused about whether i should move on or not =/.
These days I had people who kept asking me, if i still like him? and i would always answer no. Because I thought that i was over him. Then Fiona was like to me today "Do you still like Jason?" and my reply was "no... but i don't know, whenever he has something to do with a girl... i have a problem." then Fiona was like "your not over him." And thanks to her pointing it out, i realised that i have been avoiding the fact that i like him because avoiding this situation actually makes me happier than worrying about this situation.
But Joel said, the more you keep avoiding the sooner you'll move on. Well I don't know, if avoiding this makes me happy, then that's what I'll keep doing.
♥
These days I had people who kept asking me, if i still like him? and i would always answer no. Because I thought that i was over him. Then Fiona was like to me today "Do you still like Jason?" and my reply was "no... but i don't know, whenever he has something to do with a girl... i have a problem." then Fiona was like "your not over him." And thanks to her pointing it out, i realised that i have been avoiding the fact that i like him because avoiding this situation actually makes me happier than worrying about this situation.
But Joel said, the more you keep avoiding the sooner you'll move on. Well I don't know, if avoiding this makes me happy, then that's what I'll keep doing.
♥
♥thanks for reading
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