Just a few mins ago, i had read dalena's blog. It was a life time story, i was reading it...while feeling the pain she feels now. I gotta say
i'm impressed with the way she straight out admits stuff, like the name of the guy she likes. Maybe cos he doesnt read it? I wish i could do that, just straight out admit who i like. But no i dont wanna do that, cos i be the one whose hurt in the end. But what i just cant believe is, he thinks that i dont like him that way.. well isnt it obvious? or is he just acting dumb? Maybe i should grow some balls like dalena and just come clean and write names, dont you think? *sighs* well here i go. An hour ago, i felt abit devo :( cos i kept thinking about the negatives and the answers jason's gonna give me. He said to joel that he doesnt think i like him.. isnt it obvious? or you trying to act dumb? If i get a rejection from jason, i'm sure i cannot accept that because that's not the answer i wanna hear... i mean why would i wanna hear that right? Maybe jason doesnt like me, cos he knows that i can never replace what him and evar had.
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♥thanks for reading
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